I haven’t been very active here lately (pretty much since i came back to school) and it’s probably the worst thing that I could have done to my progress. I just got my Halloween costume in the mail today and it was the most heartbreaking thing ever: it fit, but I looked absolutely grotesque. So I took it as a wake up call and am getting back into the habit of being healthy. That means I’m going to be back on LoseIt! .com  and stuff because I just can not use the ‘no time’ excuse. I’ve gained 4-6(depending on the day)lbs since coming back to college (thats 2-3lbs a month… not good)

Today I weighed myself at 178lbs.

I can be better than that, I know I can and I’m so disappointed in myself that I let that happen. Not only that, but I’m trying to be a role model, and hopefully an inspiration and to those that I had achieved that, I have disappointed them as well.

So, here’s to a fresh start.